My husband says that I'm only as old as I feel and that I am making myself old by feeling old! It's not that I feel old, per se, although being 30 and 8 months pregnant does sort of make me feel like my body is falling apart never to be the same again, but it is that there is something really odd about crossing that threshold into 30!
I actually love everything about being 30. I like who I am now so much better than at any previous age. I would never, ever want to go back to 20. I think, for the most part, I am exactly where I wanted to be by now--great husband, 2.5 kids, a nice home, my dream job (SAHM), the only thing is that I do not have my college degree. (But, there's plenty of time for that.)
The weird thing about being 30 is that it's the official entry into complete adulthood. I'm no longer a peer to the 20-somethings. All of the college students are so much younger than me, the hottest pop stars and actresses are younger than me, 1/2 of the news reporters on local news are now younger than me, and everyone on reality TV shows (America's Next Top Model and such) seem like bratty little kids to me.
It's just weird! It's weird that I've had some friends for 20 years or more. It's weird that this is the 4th presidential election that I have been of voting age. It's weird that I've worn the same shoe size for 15 years.
But, it's also awesome to have 30 years worth of a great life behind me! My heart and mind are so full of happy memories, funny memories, wisdom gained, lessons learned, life-changing events, and so much love and friendship and joy! I feel blessed to be healthy, I feel blessed to have an amazing husband (over 1/2 of my life was spent worrying I would never get married), and I'm so blessed to have healthy, smart, and extremely cute kids. (I'm sure I'm not the only person who ever hoped their kids would be not just healthy, but cute too!)
And last, and definitely least important, is that I'm better looking now than I was at 20, too! I hope I can say the same thing about 30 when I'm 40!